in what distant deeps of skies

Give All To Love by Ralph Waldo Emmerson

Give all to love;
Obey thy heart;
Friends, kindred, days,
Estate, good fame,
Plans, credit, and the muse;
Nothing refuse.

‘Tis a brave master,
Let it have scope,
Follow it utterly,
Hope beyond hope;
High and more high,
It dives into noon,
With wing unspent,
Untold intent;
But ‘tis a god,
Knows its own path,
And the outlets of the sky.
‘Tis not for the mean,
It requireth courage stout,
Souls above doubt,
Valor unbending;
Such ‘twill reward,
They shall return
More than they were,
And ever ascending.

Leave all for love;—
Yet, hear me, yet,
One word more thy heart behoved,
One pulse more of firm endeavor,
Keep thee to-day,
To-morrow, for ever,
Free as an Arab
Of thy beloved.
Cling with life to the maid;
But when the surprise,
Vague shadow of surmise,
Flits across her bosom young
Of a joy apart from thee,
Free be she, fancy-free,
Do not thou detain a hem,
Nor the palest rose she flung
From her summer diadem.

Though thou loved her as thyself,
As a self of purer clay,
Tho’ her parting dims the day,
Stealing grace from all alive,
Heartily know,
When half-gods go,
The gods arrive.

home again, again.

yesterday seemed like a perfect day for a drive.  i hopped in my powder blue 1989 ford escort and headed east (and south).  grand rapids to canton. 

2 hours later, i decided burger king would most likely need to happen in my life.  i was near flint, mi which somehow frightened me, because i’ve never gotten to experience it as a town, only a statistic on the top ten list of most dangerous cities in the country.  i decided that i would get burger king in an hour, when i had well cleared flint.

but i also realized that i had left my wallet in grand rapids.  my little satchel that promises me enough gas to get home had somehow escaped me, and my tank was getting as hungry as me.  i called tine star, she checked her purse, and of course had it.  i turned around at the next exit.  8 mile road.  really?  when i didn’t even want to get off at the burger king for fear of a swift jumping.  and now i’m on 8 mile road. 

turned around, headed back north and west on I96.  tine star and her dad met me half way.  perfect timing for my car to reach deep E with it’s little red pointer.  they met me at exit 93b.  secret is, that I96 w decided to shut own 15 exits and their significant others (on ramps.  get it?)  oh, and went down to one lane.  so i’m driving 5 mph down a one lane highway with no shoulder, sputtering, and wishing i could stop being held hostage by a highway. 

low and behold, an exit.  i hop off, park at speedway, and tine hops in my car.  her dad took us to mcjonalds and bought us snack wraps for dinner. 

moral of the story is,

1.) i got to see kristine again, which sufficed the ache in my belly created when i first departed.

2.) i got to sleep in michael’s bed again.  i love twin sized beds.

3.) i get to drive 6 hours in the daylight with these beautiful fall trees, as opposed to 6 hours in the night time, deprived of light and color.

today is going to be a good day.  i can already feel it.